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It was a kind of horrible and messy dream... I know it told me that I value my good friends and I miss them very much, but is it all? I was on my way to an old friend's b'day gathering, along with several other girls that I was friends with (but in reality, I don't know them). We stopped by in a store where you could eat and buy some gifts. In the middle I got a call from the b'day girl telling me that she was going abroad (with her boyfriend) pretty soon, so it could be my last time to see her. I felt so happy for her for her promising future but I also felt so sad that she was leaving and also because another good friend would go abroad as

These days... quite peaceful except that one early morning I was unfortunately chased by a little but uber mad dog in pink and fortunately she was kind of scared to stop by my screams, though she was still barking crazily - like she was ready to bite me. You can't imagine how she chased, just crazy. What for? I guess it was fun for her, eh? I was just hurrying to the bus station. o_o; That's why I like bigger dogs. They tend to be calmer. :) And later that day, went to a bookstore for an astronomy book which I almost bought last week. But I was out of luck when I got there, they were all sold out in one week!?! Who would buy them, anyway? Th

Afraid of experiencing new feelings since... Afraid of losing friendships because... But I am still hoping that the same old feeling, no, even more wonderful, would carry me away from this superficial and depressing world, to somewhere - somewhere only WE know...